still a koolie

Have you ever felt like dragging yourself to work? I do. Cause I think I'm doing it everyday.

Work is not my passion now. I know that I need to earn money on the job. Its like you know you have to wear pants but you just don't want to do so. You want to wear skirt instead.  But does skirt suit me? You know what I mean rite?

I hope I can find a new job before my probation period ends, end of October.

Chloe is back!!

Hi all!

I've been away for so long from blogging, (as if i do it daily! LOL)

So, guess what??

CHLOE finally returns home. Hooray! It was a touching moment. When she landed with her father at the airport, and when I first saw her, I almost broke into tears. She refuses to hug or kiss us, as if we are strangers. When we reach home, she keep asking for the grandma, the mother's side. Mum took her, and hug her, "Here's nenek.. Don't cry baby..' It went on for few minutes, and she was okay.

The day she arrived, she refused to play with me too. I can't even touch her. Until she went to bed. She sleeps in the 'uyut' that night.

Next morning, she woke up and saw me wearing glasses. Ever since, she start to call me mommy. She mistakenly thought I am the mother because she remembers the mother wears glasses like mine. Her father also told me that, back at the Aunt's home in Kanowit, she calls her aunty, mommy too.

Today, its just 2 days before it turns exactly 4 months of her return. We are very of her return. She can get clingy to anyone close to her. But we are just too happy with it. Now I am feel like to wake her up and give her a hug before i leave for work. But doing that will make me cry too.. huhuhu.. I love her like my own.

Jom Menulis

Belum ada nama lagi untuk tulisan kali ni. Rasanya, nak mula menulis cerita-cerita pendek. Mungkin suatu hari nanti, aku bakal menjadi penulis novel seperti Fauziah Ashari, penulis novel 'Ombak Rindu'. Mana lah tahu, peminat sangat suka jalan cerita aku, sehingga boleh rakam filem, ceh, angan Mat Jenin betul la. Tapi, ke mana arah tuju, jika tidak di mulakan dengan angan-angan betul?

Aku sebenarnya tak pandai sangat menulis. Ayat tu kadang-kadang tunggang terbalik. Contohnya, nak tanya kat boyfriend aku mana nak makan, "Mana nak makan ni?". Kan terbalik tu... Sepatutnya, "Nak makan kat mana ni?" Alahai, Cikgu Mazni, maafkan anak murid mu ini, jika salah juga bahasa ni. Dulu tak pernah nak masuk kepala otak ni, apa benda ayat transitif la, ayat itu la, ini la, kata kerja la, macam-macam lagi la. Apa lagi Bahasa Inggeris. Dalam fikiran aku masa tu, nak lulus peperiksaan saja..